That's what I'm doing now.

This is terrible.

Lets' start from the beginning:

Last year(2009) this similar incident happened. A and B were my pretty good friends.

They were very funny. Comical.

They had this huge fight.

Then they split.

Okay, I was with B all the while along this 6 years. So anyway I followed her. But that's not the main point.

Till to this day, I'm still pretty good with A.

This year, during B's birthday, A gave B a nice 2PM 1:59PM Album. Plus a SORRY card.

I can't really comment... Last time B used to neglect me cause of A.

So that's pretty upsetting.

This year, like yesterday, I fought with B..

B tweeted many many many mean stuff bout me. And for some reason, she suddenly added A to her Facebook contacts.

I don't know why.. To spite me? To sub for me?

Yea, I think so. (sob)

I was angry at B cause she did the same neglecting thing to me for another person C.

So now I'm crying my heart out.

Because.. I lost my best friend.

Because I was always the one who gave in. ALWAYS.

And I really didn't want to say sorry.

Maybe I should have said sorry.

But I just didn't feel like it. I guess everything was over.

Really really really OVER.

Wipe my tears dry, cause I don't want my parents asking bout my swollen red goldfish eyes.